Saturday, 20 June 2015
Somedays I'm really happy and some days I feel sad for no reason, sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I feel like running away and starting over. As a mum and a woman I am sure this is how a lot if us feel but we don't share it in case we offend or it makes us feel guilty. It doesn't mean I love my family any less, it doesn't mean I'm not grateful for what I have, it just means I'm human, I have feelings, sometimes hormone bonkers crazy feelings depending on where I am in my cycle. I am trying to learn to live with the ups and downs and realise its ok to feel exactly as I do at any given moment, to acknowledge the feelings and emotions and not act or react to them right then. To wait it out, to go with the flow and just accept it.